The beginning

Dear Diary..
Firstly, lets start with sunday, 6 Jan. Maureen and friends(as usual..haha) and all of us headed to outram park after service to eat zhi char. Getting there was a drag..cos our group were too friendly..knew too many ppl..stopped too many times to chit chat..Peimin was hungry and complaining..and so was i. Hahahaha. But something good came out of that chit chat..cos we found out Cheyanne and Denton were gonna get married in May! Woooh!!! Happy occassssiooonnn yeaaaaa!!! God bless them both! Lunch was not bad..went back home..and met up with Paul, Roger(the dentist), Pheng Aun, Daisy and Hwee Lan for dinner at HV sushi tei. It was to celebrate Paulie's birthday in advance cos next day he flying off to Egypt..:( Had dessert at Hagen Daz..looked at some of Paulie's mission trip photos..and went back. (the kids were cute anyway..haha.)

Monday 7 Jan
Huge holiday hangover..but nonetheless..i've got to do my job..dont want to also no choice must do..hahaha. Big changes..boss left, satoshi left, yijie n andy gonna leave..I'm almost alone..with the new dude coming in..I've gotta start from fresh again. I really hate that. Held the farewell for boss..and he looked so happy to leave..i'm not surprised..nobodys surprised..this is the last place u wanna be in, believe me. New dude looks ok so far..hes from the poly batch!! Whoopeeee!!!

Tuesday 8 Jan
The new dude is doing really great..a very good listener..learns fast..fantastic. I taught him how to say no..because saying no in my work place is a very powerful thing, which people most of the time are unable to do. Though hes not as fun as satoshi, I'm just glad hes not some square, stick in the mud, go by the book dude..I did circuit training with the guys..coupled with my own personal body workout on sunday and monday..my body is in ruin. I've never felt so wasted before. And guess wad? Theres a biathlon next morning. 16 laps, 5km run. I'm so screwed.

Wednesday 9 Jan
I only finished 10 laps..5km run..not bad for a wreck like me..and I must say..I'm in hell..i turn left..theres pain..right..pain..up pain..down pain..look straight for too long..pain..I mite as well go n die..cos anyways..theres circuit training tomorrow morning. Hahahaha. I survive this week..ima miracle man..

Reflections..
My House
I move this saturday..so sad..I love this place alot..its been my everything..nice, quiet, peaceful, my place of refuge, solace, my mental institution, my home. Hillview Crescent 77..if God is willing..one day I'll buy you back..

I've been sleeping little..packing stuff..thinking about my plans..do I really wana take a year off after I leave? Mission trip? Or volunteer work? Can I afford it? Do I really want it?

Funnnie?!?
After telling Roger the dentist about how in service..after Pastor Lynette said lets hold hands..I held the hand of a sweet lookin babe..hes threatening to tell the Pastor bout how she should not do it again..cos of guys like me. Cindy starts getting aroused and we talk about the type of gal I like. I said I'll show her in church some day..hahaha. Ok la..its not right..but I rarely meet girls in church or outside who can give me this compelling feeling to just appreciate their facial features..and they're not babeliciously beautiful as well..Its just this aura I guess..or no..its just something that really appeals to me. sigh. men. Oh no. Ivans not in love. cos hes busy with work. And oh yes. Even Kok Liang's mom is worried for me..that I'll turn gay. after kok tells her how I'm anti relationship even at 21, when i'm supposed to be submerged in sex, booze, drugs, clubs, but instead its books, home, mom, dad. Hahahahaha..so funny..whole world starting to think i'm gay. Anywayas..congrats to kok..you're back with her again..pls stay together..and stay happy yea! Jas(i hope you never get to see this)..sorry..but from wad kok says..that girl was toying with ur kind soul. Its obvious you're not over her..but take it slowly yea..not easy i know..step by step..get it outta ur system. If I had a shotgun, I'll put 2 in her. Bloody slut. Tts all folks..gotta go zzz..niteys. And please, I'm not gay. I still look at girls and salivate. ;P