Friday, September 7, 2007

Unrequited Love

Just finished the task, I'm back resting. Today, went down to town with the intention of doing some shopping. Was quite disappointed, didn't manage to find the stuff I was looking for. What was I looking for? I realized I get the chills real easy nowadays. I want something thats lighter than a jacket, no zips, doesnt look like shit when i'm wearing it, and of course, keeps me warm. The answer, men's cardigan. Found only a few designs of it today. Either yucky or too ex. Crap.

My books! Oh my books! My one true love! How I long for your embrace! I have neglected you in the midst of chaos. I am sorry. Hahahaha. My birthday is coming up soon. I've never organized a party before. The party will be so ivan-esque. Meaning, simple. Eat, talk, cake, talk a bit more, home. Haha. I've never seen the significance of my birthday, though I do insist on celebrating others' birthdays, since it means so much to them, from the way I see it. Haha. My birthday from the moment I was born all the way till now, I can only remember 1 party. The rest were just having cake with family.

Thats the most beautiful moment I've treasured, though it lasts only 15mins. Because the people who matter to me have seen me grow 1 year older. They have seen me through my life. They are family. Still, I would have been fine all these years not celebrating my birthday, because I've spent so much time at home, the birthday cake is just a formality. Its time spent with family people! Not whether your birthday is celebrated or not! Yea, I know many people will disagree with me on this. I always had a nonchalant attitude towards my birthdays. This time, I dread it. I don't know why.

Well, tmr is enlin's bday. I hope the party would be great gal! Razzle dazzleeee!!! =) =)

I got to sort it out now.

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