Monday, September 17, 2007

Fuck

Really fucked up work week. I hate you fucking irresponsible bastards. Boss was right, I'm defiant towards the big guns, but i'm letting the little ones get to me. I was so disappointed in myself when I heard that. I felt I let them down. This must not happen again. I wont let it. Friday was and is the last straw. I'm certain of that. Come monday, one finger on the guys and you're fucked.

All these aside, this week has been horrifying for me. Absolutely horrifying. I'm disillusioned, with everything. I'm so disillusioned, I scare myself. I gotta calm down a while, take some time off things, pray, pray, pray. First obstacle is on monday. I hope I dont slaughter anybody who crosses my path. Enough is enough. You've got me cornered, and thats as far as it gets. You fuckers.

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