Lent

Lent is a season of soul-searching and repentance. It is a season for reflection and taking stock. (http://www.kencollins.com/holy-04.htm)

A season of soul searching and repentance. I have little time to soul search, but I know I have plenty to repent. With that little time, I thought about what could have been if I had done or not done this. Some things I regretted a lot. For your info, I don't have the habit of regretting, not even when I make mistakes, because I believe its there for a reason. All those mistakes and successes made me what I am today.

These regrets I have are all related. I regret it so much. It's part of the immense shit that keeps coming back. Haha. I just wish I could turn back time and live all over again. One thing to note though, I was never abandoned, never forsaken by my best friend Jesus Christ. The pastor ended his sermon today with these words from God, "My grace is sufficient for you." I've struggled here and there only to end up overcoming the obstacles one way or another. His grace is sufficient indeed.

All the sob stuff aside, I had another slack day today. Enlin came over to my house for lunch. My parents were happy to see it wasn't a Malay girl(you know who you are). Hahaha. That oughta keep my parents' idea of matchmaking me off my back for awhile. Its funny that they suspect I'm gay. Hillarious I say, absolutely hillarious. Enlin asked if I ever considered being gay. I told her never. Lesbians together might look hot, but gays don't. They look bloody sick. They are just so wrong. Well, we looked at each others' new blog, commented on some photos and that was about it. I spent the rest of the day napping and watching tv and I'm stuck doing work now. Okey, gotta go.